Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Finally Done

Well not Finally done with all the Bull Sh** that's happened to us, but finally done with school for this semester. It took me forever to start studying for my Math 142 exam. It's suppose to be a easily review of what you did in Middle School, but since I was in Middle School over 10 years ago it's all new to me. But THANK YOU JESUS it's all done. I love Math, always have. I wish I had picked this as my first major so I could have a job already. I use to be an Exercise Specialist at ViQuest in Greenville, NC for 4.5 years. It was a job and I did love working with people, but I've known for a long time that working with kids is where I wanted to be. People say are you crazy, and I tell them yes. But I still believe it takes a special person to be a teacher. Not everyone knows how to handle the daily drama of teenagers. I, however, love being right in the middle. I've coached volleyball for over 10 years and have had the opportunity to work with many athlete's age 13 and up. I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. I love my kids, and I know sometimes they think I'm the worst person ever, but I hope one day they understand all the hard work I put in for them. All the hours of tears(yes tears) that I put out there. I don't let many people see me break, but I'm human and I do break.. ..... Just not in front of the people I should. I guess that's the HARD ASS in me. We are all there at some point. :) God's made me a Strong individual. I wouldn't necessarily say I was, but everyone says I am. That is how I was raised. Its OK to let people know when you need guidance, but its your decision on how you want that guidance. I take the advice I'm given and take it too heart. I'm fragile and still hurt with out my baby Austin, but I make it work somehow. Keep praying for us, we need all we can get. We are still learning how to make it day to day. Its hard, but we are making it together somehow.


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