Today is one of those days. I miss sweet Austin so so much. I'm so tired of dealing with other people's crap and trying to stay in control of my own feelings. I have not been myself lately. I wish I could feel the happiness I know I deserve, but lately I feel the world is against me. Like I'm just riding outside the bubble and looking in. I know people say it all the time.... Time heals all.... I hope my happiness is returned.... I have to keep that in perspective.
The picture above is the hand and foot prints the nurse took of Austin on February 6, 2010. The picture is the last one I took of him before he left us..... I would give anything to see that sweet smile and hold and kiss those little hands and feet again...... ANYTHING!!
Mommy and Daddy love and miss you Little Man.